Big Bang concert at Stadium Merdeka 1 Oct 2016

I went to the South Korean pop group, Big Bang’s concert, I liked listening to their song, so I thought I want to go and see their concert. There were people selling some merchandise along the way to the entrance. I am not sure if this is real merchandise! There were lots of people queuing … Continue reading Big Bang concert at Stadium Merdeka 1 Oct 2016

What I am going to do after going out of psychiatric ward

Improve socially via practice – smile, laugh, make people comfortable Make close friends. Job. Degree. Make my life interesting. Make AI for psychiatrist. Spend 50% time outside. Play Travel Girlfriend Happy outlook – surround with normal people Try to break the envelope – try a new tone, new experience Stop avoiding Do silly things Independent … Continue reading What I am going to do after going out of psychiatric ward

4 days stay at University Malaya Psychiatric Ward

Day 1 and Day 2 I came to University Malaya Medical Center emergency ward at 3am. I am distressed that I cannot socialize in group, loud, fun, spontaneous, felt left out during church fellowship. I waited in the Bilik Lili, a male nurse came and asks me why I’m here and the medicines I am … Continue reading 4 days stay at University Malaya Psychiatric Ward

Psychiatrist visit again: bought a book

Dr. Vincent says that he read my blog post about my chat with pastor. Dr. Vincent says I have to be myself, there are things that cannot be changed, but some can be improved. He says that for example, he sees that other doctors that are more charismatic, he cannot be that, being own self … Continue reading Psychiatrist visit again: bought a book

The things I am happy about this week

I talked more and deeply with parents. My mom used to felt ignored when she talks to me but I now respond to her. Also, I found both of my parents interesting. I shared what music I like (Big Bang, Jay Chou), and my dad shared the old music that he liked. My dad brought … Continue reading The things I am happy about this week

Debate resources

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Does your environment limit your potential?

I have this worry for some time, that my potential will be diminished due to outside forces such as families, political situation, economic situation, loss of passion. In my mind, all outside forces have to be perfect for my potential to grow. But this is wrong. In The Talent Code: Unlocking the Secret of Skill … Continue reading Does your environment limit your potential?