Have had a terrible day, and now it’s still terrible. Me and Karyee broke up because of my poor social skills. I think her parents and friends do not like me either. I will never date a girl or marry, I would never be prepared to have serious relationships, I would not want to change. Unlike bad guys, I’m worse, in that I do not have the confidence and the social skills. I think this is the only choice she can make. I do not know how much she put up with my attitude, but I will never make another girl suffer again. Now, I’m considering quitting my pharmacy course, and start a new life, as I always do, I wonder how long can I hold on to this. I wish I were not borne at all, I’m not grateful about anything. And also, she thinks I’m a pride person.